Munchausen.

So since the events of past two months my wife has been pursuing medical tests, and had been in discussions with Dr regarding a belief she has early signs of Cystic Fibrosis. This had put me in an awkward situation with my conscience.  While the past history of the past 2 years has been horrificly stressful and overtly nasty to anyone who has observed it (as opposed to the slow boiling pot of covertly awfully manipulative tactics), I still worried about if this is true (and I had doubts after her telling off from the glaucoma nurse), she would need support.

Well after taking bloods while I was away (and she had bruised badly from it) the tests came back negative yesterday afternoon.

She instead started talking about red spots on the whites of her eyes as a sign of leukaemia. I just left her to it to go see my mum as it was her birthday.

Honestly though I am doubting everything. There's something going on, but whether it is EDS from the autism, I don't think it's as big as she is making out. My frustration is trying to work out her.long game. She has shown clear manipulative habits in the past, does she expect me to stop the divorce we have began (which she said she also wanted) and go back to being "live in care for my dying wife", sacrificing what j am discovering about myself.

F knows.