Faceapp again

Its a odd feeling when you put in a picture and it assumes your gender is how you want to present. Its here that it becomes a greater tool to help try makeup and hairstyles.

Well Iput in one of my new pics and OMG.

Now this has oversmoothed my smile lines. But i think i found my contouring pallette and eye shading.


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